No Pseudo 

This is for you;

Because being with you extinguished all fears in me.

This is for you;

Because somehow you found my secret button and held on it.

This is for you;

Because your prison was my home. 

This is for you;

Because the cuts you made on me,

I made into one of my charms,

And waltzed around showing it off.

This is for you;

Because cleansing myself of you is like chemotherapy;

I’m killing part of myself to get rid of all of you.

So thank you for the years of pseudo hope, love and care;

I am a woman more after God’s heart than before because I know there’s nothing “pseudo” about Him. 

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