Peaceful Cologne

I almost perceived your cologne today
Almost because I stopped myself
I let my senses wander some other place
Not there. Not you.
I still think about you
Every day
You made my childhood worse in a good way
With all that,
When I perceive your cologne
I perceive peace
I perceive happiness
You meant all these things to me
And to an extent, still do.
But I have to let you go
Have to avoid you
Act that you were never a part of my life
And it hurts even more
But when I try to bring you back in,
I get angry
And I start to hate you
And all over again,
I’m in my hole.
So I keep a distance
From you
And paint over a picture of us
with the colour black

But still,
Your cologne still brings me peace❤

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